Gimme Freedom

I want to live let me live

I want to breathe let me breathe

Gimme freedom from this prison

Love was neva between us

It was just living and spending days and months

so lets not think twice and slice apart

I want to live let me live

I want to breathe let me breathe

Gimme freedom from this prison

Staying in the same home

doesn't mean that I am not alone

I m alone evry sec and every min. as always

so let us depart as we were neva together

I want to live let me live

I want to breathe let me breathe

Gimme freedom from this prison

A spark has brighten my mind

I want to study and concontrate my mind

I want to learn and achieve so much to prove

so let me decide it fast and restart

I want to live let me live

I want to breathe let me breathe

Gimme freedom from this prison

Living in Hell...

Living in Hell

Feeling Like Hell 

Thoughts On Hell 

What the hell is that?

You've Made Me So..

 I have no words to express..

Feelings Are Dead..

what is my fault..

why  am I getting worse...

oh God!!

Living in Hell

Feeling Like Hell 

Thoughts On Hell 

What the hell is that?

I thought you'll smile..

so I smiled at you..

your frowny face scared me a lot..

your words are sharper than any two-edged sword...

oh God!!

Living in Hell

Feeling Like Hell 

Thoughts On Hell 

What the hell is that?

You treated me SO BAD

and blamed me too

what have I done

why have you treated me so monstrously

Never felt love and have no regrets 

oh God!!

Living in Hell

Feeling Like Hell 

Thoughts On Hell 

What the hell is that?

Pain

Killing my soul ,screamed my lungs out sat up all night...

Feeling has no more value, soul just died...

Trying hard to console, but its going out of control...

Trying to control my anger, wants to completely surrender...

Feeling like I am going insane, can't express my pain...

Trusted him to the core of my heart, he left me with a broken heart...

Unable to understand , looking for the reply with empty hands...

Trying

I don't like lairs 

I know you are lying 

but still I am trying

trying to love you

trying to trust you

trying to make you happy

trying to smile

trying to forgive

some questions are unanswered 

but still I am trying

trying to believe

trying to accept

trying to forget

trying to ignore

trying to enjoy

Encourage me , love me more

I want to get rid of this pain

don't want cry any more

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A Little Bird

a little bird ,
she sings so well that I adore
she made a nice little nest near my door


I watch and notice her everyday 
she adds a new thing to her nest everday
a little bird near my door she sings so well that i adore


as her nest ready she laid four eggs thats so beautiful
I moved out of the door and watch it and be careful
a little bird near my door she sings so well that i adore


I watch her and notice her everyday
she is busy in haching her eggs 
now I want her to be with those lovely eggs
a little bird near my door she sings so well that I adore


one day I saw four little baby birds chirping so much
I went there , want to hold them , love them so much
a little bird near my door she sings so well that i adore


suddently rain poured in torrents, birds nest fell down 
baby birds fell from the nest 
when i saw them on floor , I was stunned , scared and cried a lot
as the little babies are no more
a little bird flew away so far , i want to hear that sweet voice again that I still adore 

Broken Trust

what am I today

all because of him

he done so much to me

I am really want to thanks him

I trusted him

but now, I know he is not trustworthy anymore

he has broken me into pieces

I am collecting those pieces to settle all problems

but some pieces are still missing

that piece is my trust , my heart

I am searching for that

don’t know when this search will end

I don’t want to sulk anymore

no no no don’t want to cry anymore

I have learnt a lot

don’t blind trust anyone that’s the only truth

Winter Blues

Chilly winds blowing everywhere

Making my feet and fingers freeze

Knocking my windows and my door

I want to feel this cool breeze but no,

I don’t want to sneeze anymore

I pour some soup stock

And lots of spicy food

To overcome this winter blues